Just Found Out My Cousin Shot Himself

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Focking horrible and was trying to get a hold of him all day to help him get his car inspected tomorrow. Phone just went to off hook beeping thing.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Just talked to him Saturday night and we was going to go fishing after the car got inspected.

[GobbleDog 894]

Car inspections suck.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

1 minute ago, GobbleDog said:

Car inspections suck.

You are a serious ahole.

[Gladiators 1,946]

Sorry for your loss.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Just now, Gladiators said:

Sorry for your loss.

Thanks man and we was like brothers and knew he was depressed but can't even imagine he done that!

[Mike Isles 583]

Sorry to hear that BHB. 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

I'm just in shock!

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Just now, Mike Isles said:

Sorry to hear that BHB. 

Thanks Mike.

[5-Points 3,070]

Damn and hope it was a accident and not on purpose. 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Just now, 5-Points said:

Damn. Hope it was a accident and not on purpose. 

Purpose is what I just found out. Left 4 kids behind and grand kids.

[5-Points 3,070]

10 minutes ago, BeenHereBefore said:

Purpose is what I just found out. Left 4 kids behind and grand kids.

That ain't right. 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

1 minute ago, 5-Points said:

That ain't right. 

I know whish he would have called me if I could have helped

[WhiteWonder 2,409]

Sorry to hear, GF. 

[5-Points 3,070]

10 minutes ago, BeenHereBefore said:

I know whish he would have called me if I could have helped

Even if you couldn't have helped you provided a list of people that he should've thought about besides himself. 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

1 minute ago, 5-Points said:

Even if you couldn't have helped you provided a list of people that he should've thought about besides himself. 

True and p!ss me off

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

3 minutes ago, WhiteWonder said:

Sorry to hear, GF. 

Thanks man.

[Cruzer 1,993]

That's awful, sorry to hear. 

[DonS 3,170]

Sorry to hear this.  What was he going through to take the easy way out? 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

4 minutes ago, Cruzer said:

That's awful, sorry to hear. 

Thanks man.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

2 minutes ago, DonS said:

Sorry to hear this.  What was he going through to take the easy way out? 

health issues, loneliness, fighting with his wife that didn't live with him. He had that thing in his throat to talk like Val Kilmer has now.

[DonS 3,170]

Just now, BeenHereBefore said:

health issues, loneliness, fighting with his wife that didn't live with him.

You mentioned grandkids so sounds like his kids were grown up and out of the house? 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Just now, DonS said:

You mentioned grandkids so sounds like his kids were grown up and out of the house? 

yea his youngest one just left for college.

[SUXBNME 1,413]

No words

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

I'm just venting and not after any money nor do I think Gary's son was either. It just sucks and don't want to vent on FB incase people on there don't know yet specially his kids.

[KSB2424 3,096]

Didn't your brother do the same thing?  Damn.  Sorry to hear.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

2 minutes ago, KSB2424 said:

Didn't your brother do the same thing?  Damn.  Sorry to hear.

Only child. He was the close thing to a brother to me. I'm not focking GF.

[Mike Isles 583]

3 minutes ago, BeenHereBefore said:

Only child. He was the close thing to a brother to me.

He was referring to you being GFIAFP again. 
 

These accusations are ridiculous and ruining the already ruined bored. 

[SUXBNME 1,413]

3 minutes ago, BeenHereBefore said:

. I'm not focking GF.

I wouldn't either. 

Also, I know you're not GF. I've talked to Adam on the phone a few times. You are not him, imho. 

[Mike Isles 583]

Just now, SUXBNME said:

I wouldn't either. 

Also, I know you're not GF. I've talked to Adam on the phone a few times. You are not him, imho. 

I agree.  

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

1 minute ago, Mike Isles said:

He was referring to you being GFIAFP again. 
 

These accusations are ridiculous and ruining the already ruined bored. 

Yes why it p!ss me off now. Other times am fine with that crap.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Fock off you piece of sh!t who is laughing at these post. There really are some garbage people on this forum.

[jerryskids 5,787]

29 minutes ago, BeenHereBefore said:

health issues, loneliness, fighting with his wife that didn't live with him. He had that thing in his throat to talk like Val Kilmer has now.

Well, umm, that sucks.   

Also I know that anger is part of the grieving process, but man, imagine being that depressed.   

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

1 minute ago, jerryskids said:

Well, umm, that sucks.   

Also I know that anger is part of the grieving process, but man, imagine being that depressed.   

Never had someone close off themselves but yea can understand some of what he was going through.

[jerryskids 5,787]

1 minute ago, BeenHereBefore said:

Never had someone close off themselves but yea can understand some of what he was going through.

I was trying to say that it is hard to imagine such depression.  You mentioned his wife and he were separated; I feel so blessed to have my wife as I go through all of this cancer/laryngectomy stuff, I don't know what I'd do without her.  I don't want to make this about me so I'll stop now.  I'm very sorry for your loss.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

1 minute ago, jerryskids said:

I was trying to say that it is hard to imagine such depression.  You mentioned his wife and he were separated; I feel so blessed to have my wife as I go through all of this cancer/laryngectomy stuff, I don't know what I'd do without her.  I don't want to make this about me so I'll stop now.  I'm very sorry for your loss.

Jerry him and his wife both had there own places after they got married and live in different counties Strange and agree with you. Thank you and appreciate the kind thoughts.

[Bill E. 689]

Really sorry for your loss. 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

2 hours ago, Bill E. said:

Really sorry for your loss. 

Thanks Buddy and having a hard time wanting to go to sleep tonight and just going to keep thinking about him. I have to soon though and worry about our basement getting flooded with Ida hitting PA.

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

This is how I feel the part mostly when he found Sid.

 

[BeenHereBefore 1,374]

Why didn't you Focking talk to me!